tribute of my ABAH~

dis is special tribute for my dad....

dis is about those memory that i created wif him since i am a lil. child...

those memories will never fade from my mind even he'll never be around me anymore..

in any reason, he'll olwez closed to my heart..

My ABAH name is SAID…SAID bin Saliman. My only father in this world. I luv him very much. Dr kecik anom mmg lbih rpt dgn abah. Byk sgt kngn best anom dgn abah. Klo dlu ke sna sni anom mmg akn sntsa follow abah. Even abah gi kdai kopi ptg2 pown anom ikot gak. Abah carry anom naek basikal. Kuar kul 5 ptg then blk rmh kul 7. Blh mkn pisang goreng.. Blh minum air the guna piring mcm abah slalu ajar(bg air panas cpt sjuk)..blh jmpa kwn2 abah..

Kdg2 klo ader pasar mlm dpn kdai kopi tuh stiap hari ahad mesti abah ajak gi pasar. Bli mcm2. yg slalu abah bli utk ktowg ‘kerangka ayam’ & ‘apam balik’..1 habit abah tyme bli brg kt pasar.. abah ska bargain brg yg dyer nk bli xkre brapa lm pown yg psti he'll bargaining until he got de price level yg dyer nk. Abah mmg berkira bab duet. Abah mmg cukup mrh klo owg jual brg mhl sgt yg x sesuai dgn harganya. Siapla awk klo jmpa abah anom!!! Huahuahuaaaa…

1 thing bout abah yg anom ska sgt is ble abah ader mknn..xkre ckit ataw byk abah msty kongsi dgn anak2nya yg rmai2 nih. Biar pown ckit tp biar semua owg mrasa. Then ble dapat nasi ‘ambeng’ (nasi dari kenduri mengikut adapt Jawa) msty ktowg mkn rmai2 kt dulang.. ble mkn rmai2..ckit pown rs knyg jer. Itulah resipi abah & mak nk eratkn hubungan ktowg adik bradik. Dlm apepown keadaan msty bt sama2. klo gaduh pown msti kjp jer. Ble ader antara ktowg adik bradik yg gaduh..abah msti ckp..”yg besar tu mngalah la dgn adik2”..smpai skg ktowg ingt kate2 abah tuh.rindunyerla nk kmbali ke zaman kanak-kanak mcm tuh.

Emm klo mgikut prncgn, mak n abah ckp anom ni anak bongsu. Huhu..xtawla btol ke x. tp tba2 plak kluar 1 lg ‘bdk kcik’ lps anom. My only adik. So anom jd la 2nd bongsu. Itu pown after 4 years. Jauh kn jrg umur ktowg.

Mgkn sbb e2lah anom mmg sgt rpt dgn abah, seawal umur anom 2 ke 3 thn anom da slalu ikot abah gi kebun. Kebun kt blkg rmh. Anom slalu tlg abah sapu daun2 kt kbun tuh gne seludang pokok kelapa. then nnt abah tebas semak2 yg ader. lastly abah akn bakar smpah2 tuh. Ble da siap blhla ddk2 rht kt btg2 pokok yg condong smbil mnikmati angin ptg yg bertiup. (Huhu jiwangnyer aku..) klo naseb baek blhla mrasa ubi bakar. Ktowg akan cabut ubi dr pokok ubi yg berhampiran then campak dlm unggun api yg abah bt. So krg tyme rehat2 blhla mkn ubi bakar. Wahhhhhhhh sedapnyer…

Huh, 1 lg aktiviti klo ikot abah g kbun adlh kutip biji koko. Yla kdg2 tupai kt kbun tu pntg nmpk buah koko yg masak. Msti tupai2 tu nk tebuk n mkn koko tuh. So anom and kakak2 anomla yg kne kutip bji2 koko tu semua. Then ble dh kutip, ktowg bentang kanvas besar2 kt halaman rumah then jemur biji koko tuh smpai kering. .

Ble biji koko tu da kering ktowg anta kt kedai. So dptla duet.

Duet bli jajan (snack)..hihi. tgk, kcik2 lg ktowg da blaja cr2 nk proses koko. Huhu

Then 1 other interesting part of my life is tyme anom jd pmbntu abah utk jg ayam2 abah yg pnyela byk dlu. hihi. Mla2 ayam nie abah lps jer. Xder kurung2.(kre sys. Extensivela.hihi) cm ble ptg dlm kul 5 msty ayam2 tu akan dtg sndri bkumpul kt laman rumah utk mkn. Mcm taw2 jer. Then anom la yg akan tlg bg ayam2 tu mkn. Tyme bg mkn, anom ska kre jmlh ayam yg ader. Ble ader anak ayam br ker.. ayam mati ker..ayam or anak ayam hilang ker..sumer anom n abah akan taw. All in our fingertip. Huhu..

Then ble tyme nk raye or nk mkn ayam, mlm2 msti anom akan ikot abah or abang anom g kt tmpt ayam slalu tdo n tgkp ayam2 yg dkehendaki dgn mggunakan skil2 rhsia ktowg. (mn blh bgtaw..e2 kotwg pnye tradesecret.hihi). lps sembelih, kotwg akn cabot blu ayam tuh scra bjemaah. Anak2 abah kn rmai.hihi.

anom ingt lg ms umo anom 10thn abah ckp abah nk bt sgkar utk ayam kt bwh rmh gne jaring pagar. So, sbg pngikot abah yg patuh, anom follow jer abah bt sgkar tuh..anom tlg abah bt sgkar tuh smpai siap then ble da siap ktowg tgkap ayam2 tu tyme mlm then mskkn semua ayam2 tuh dlm sgkar bwh rmh ktowg..

Emm mcm2 kngn anom tyme bela ayam nie.hihi..so kje bg mkn n minum pd ayam2 nie pown kje anom gak..tp sgkr tu x lm sbb biawak byk sgt. Abah ckp, abah nk lpskn blk ayam2 tuh. Anom ikot jer..

Sbb da biasa jg ayam, kdg2 ble tgh2 mlm ader ayam2 yg bising x kre la kul bpe n kt mn pown ayam tuh, suara ayam bising tuh msty anom n abah blh detect. Wpn tgh mlm ktowg akan cr pnca npe ayam tu bising. Kdg2 sbb biawak. Kdg2 sbb anjing. Kdg2 sbb pncuri dtg pown ader.. cm ble pncuri tu dgr ktowg nk bkk pintu utk kuar dyer cpt2 la lari. Pepn ktowg still blh nmpk klibat pncuri tuh. Huh.. emm even abah da skt pown tyme tuh tp ble abah dgr ayam tu bsing abah akan bgn gak. then abah akan kjutkn anom so anomla yg akan g check pnca kjadian tuh..(lagak pnyelamat bumi laa..hihi)

part yg sdih dlm industri trnakan ayam ni..(poyo jer ayat..huhu) adlh ble anom da start skolah jauh dr rmh, abah start sakit ckit2..xder spe nk take a look pd ayam2 nie..las2 jmlh ayam2 ktowg slowly reduce..ader yg hilang..ader yg mati..smpai skg tgl sikitttttttt sgt ayam kt rmh tu berbanding tyme anom n abah jg dlu. tp xpe, ktowg redha jer.. :-P

Emm duk dgn abah ader gak bowinknyer dlu.. ble tyme kakak2 anom g skolah, abah mmg x blh tgk anom bt kje bkn2. msty abah pggl then sruh hafal sifir. Abah mmg MASTER bab matematik nie. So dlm kira2 nih jgn harap blh tpu abah. Bgla bpe byk nombor pown nk sruh abah darab ker ganda kn ker sume kjp jer abah blh bg jwpn. Dats why abah nk anak dyer pown jd mcm dyer. Dlu abah ader tulis sifir 0 sampai sifir tiga puluh bpe ntah anom da x ingt tp yg psti abah nk sruh anak2 nyer hafal. Abah tulis kt dlm 1 bku. Then yg slalu kne anom la sbb dlu anom xmsk tadika. So anom byk ms dgn abah kt rmh. Tula yg anom ckp part plg mmboringkan. Yla zmn bdk2 msty pk nk g maen jer. Huhu..tp pksaan abah tu la yg blh bt anom smpai ke UDM nie.

Dlu abah mmg nk anom jg doctor or saintis. Ble anom amik diploma ptanian dulu, anom pk mgkn anom xblh nk realisasikn impian abah tu tp etlis anom ikot jejak abah utk invole dlm bidang ptanian nih. Tp skg ble anom amik bioteknologi ptanian nmpknyer anom blh jd kn impian abah 1 realisasi. Anom blh jd saintis mcm yg abah harap2kn sgt then blh jd ahli ptanian sama mcm abah. ;-)

abah da smkin tua. Abah da xblh seaktif and sekuat dlu. abah da x blh jln byk2. semput abah teruk sgt.. da lm abah ada mslh semput. Semput abah teruk sgt.. anom risau and sedih ble tgk abah cmtu.

Anom ingt lg time anom cuti semester 1 ms diploma dlu. abah sakit teruk sgt. Nsb baek ms tu anom tgh cuti semester. Yla kkk2 anom yg laen kje. X blh nk tgk kn abah. Nk hrp pd mak pown x smpai hati sbb mak pown sakit..so anom jg mak n abah dlm 1 ms. Tp lbih pd jg abah la sbb sakit abah lbih truk. By that time, anom hrp sgt umo abah pjg. Stiap kali slt, anom nangis.anom hrp umo abah pjg, mtk abah cpt baek. Anom da x sggp tgk abah sakit cmtu. Sdih sgt (anom kn type owg yg mdh bsdih hati. Hihi)..

by that time, anom tdo kt lantai tpi katil abah. Anom lap2 bdn abah ble abah rs pns.ble mlm anom nk tdo pown tkot. Sbb risau klo abah nk g blik air or nk pape then anom xdgr sbb tdo. so nk elak anom xtdo..anom urut2 abah ker..or kms2 rmh..

1 lg tntg abah yg anom respect is abah mmg seowg yg kuat smngt. By that tyme even abah sakit truk mcm tuh, tp ble nk buang air msty abah nk bgn gak sndri g blik air. tp rmh anom rmh atas then blik air kt bwh. So anom amik inisiatif utk bg katil yg anom gne kt abah. Ltk katil kt bwh. Sng abah nk g blik air. Xpyh naek trun tgga. (So anom pown tdo kt dapurla. Kt tpi katil abah. Tdo atas lntai jer.huhu.).emm Wpn ktowg ade blikn abah pampers tp kjp ker abah gne.. abah x ska pkai pmpers n x ska nk ssh2kn anak2nyer utk salin2 kn dyer wpn ktowg x pnh bkira nk salinkn pmpers abah. So, anom ikot jer mn yg abah slesa. So anom papah abah stiap kali nk g bli air. anom bsyukur sbb anom diberi lbih kekuatan fizikal yg lazimnye seowg pmpn biasa xmampu lakukan. Mgkn itula kesan ‘bkwn’ dgn abah sjk kcik. Hihi..

Anom jg abah smpai abah sihat..

alhamdulillah sblm bkk semester ke2 anom ms tuh abah da sihat..:-)

jun 2010,

abah bkesempatan utk tunaikn umrah...alhamdulillah..mla2, mmg ktowg sume xstuju sbb sempot abah adlh sgt teruk...klo stakat nk bjalan2 dlm rmh pown da sempot, apa ntah lg klo nk bjalan jaoh2 utk g umrah...hmmm tp abah bkeras gak nk g umrah...sbg anak yg mmg da knl prangai abah, anom biarkn kdegilan abah e2...anom cb pjuk n yakinkn kkk2 n abg2 anom utk biarkn abah bt papepown yg dyer nk bt...anom hnya mampu bdoa smoga Allah mmberikn kekuatan kpdnya utk mneruskn niat murninya e2 n smoga Allah pmudahkn urusannya d sna...

akhirnya, abah g gak tunaikn umrah...sblm tuh, abah ader pesan kt anom...'klo ko sbuk kt tganu tuh...ko xpyhla balik anto abah..kkk2 ko rmi lg blh anto abah'....anom phm...wpn ayat abah cmtu, tp smemangnya abah mmg nk anom anto abah...anom kn ank ksygn abah.. =)

pg tuh, ms nk anto abah, br anom taw yg xrmai yg nk anto..cm sbuah kreta..anom nk ikot, tp da xmuat...so, anom pown take some pic wif my abah...tp ati anom ttp nk gak anto abah..anom pujuk kkk anom utk naek other car...dgn tekad n brani (wpn masing2 br dpt lesen P), ktowg g gak anto abah...kt KLIA pown aktowg bgmbo2 dgn abah...hikhikhik

bbrpa ari b4 tempoh umrah hbs, abah tlh dmasokkn ke hospital Mekah. lelah dyer tba2 dtg n sume ubat2nya da hilang..owh GOd!!! i ask my sis to called that particular hospital n told them all de medicines that used by abah...

slps blk dr mekah, keadaan abah sgt xstabil...smggu abah masok hospital klang lps smpai ke Malaysia...then, anom cpt2 blk rmh lps tempoh prektikal tamat..spjg tempoh cuti 2 hari, anom slalu jg abah sbb lelah abah mmg getting worse...asal gerak cket msti nk kne mkn ubat n urut2 abah...my poor dad...hmmmm

smpai ms anom plu blk ke tganu...tp ati anom berattttttt sgt nk tgl abah dlm keadaan g2..anom request him to stay kt rmh kkk..he refused because he want to die in his own house...i retain my tears from dropping...ku bkata dlm ati...npelah abah ku degil sgt....

memandangkn abah xnk stay kt rmhh kkk2 anom, anom asingkn siap2 mn ubat yg abah plu mkn tyme semput n mn yg abah plu mkn once/ day..anom ajar abah utk amek ubat mn y plu...abah blaja slow2 tp anom ttp xyakin utk tglkn abah keseorangan...

2weeks later, kkk anom bgtaw yg abah folow my advice....akhirnya abah tgl dgn kkk anom...tp abah xsceria slalu...abah byk snyp dr bborak2...i donoe why..kesian abah..xpela, etlis ader gak yg jg abah...ati anom kembali tenang dr asik wisawkn keadaan abah...

23 julai 2010- my dad returned home..dyer nk temankn mak yg tgh tlantar saket kt rmh...i noe my abah luv my emak so much...

24th julai 2010- d tgh2 mlm lelah abah dtg lg n kali ini dgn efek yg sgt dahsyat..sume ubat2 abah xdpt tlg redakan ape yg abah rs....about 6.20am, ambulance dtg utk bwk abah g hospital...

about 1pm- Dr ckp keadaan abah da getting worse...

about 10.45pm: jntg abah berhenti bdenyut...

about 12am (25th Julai)- Dr. mghentikn sume supporter mechines yg dpsg utk support idop abah n akhirnya abah mghembuskn nafasnya yg t'akhir d cc ku....

about 10.30 am- abah da slmt dkebumikn..alhamdulillah~~

kni sgala ukiran kngn bsma dgn abah telah tamat..hnya kngn2 lm yg boleh mngubati rinduku pd abah...

abah, anom doakan smoga Allah pmudahkn sgla urusan abah d sna..smoga Allah ampunkn sgala dosa2 abah..smoga abah dletakkn dklgn owg2 yg briman..anom akn terus mdoakn ksejahteraan abah dsna...smoga Allah ptemukn kte sX lg d akhirat kelak...

Ya Allah, ampunknlah sgala dosa abah ku sejak dr ia kecil hingga ke akhir hytnya...kasihanilah dia spt mn dia sntsa mngasihi dan mngasihaniku sejak aku kecil dahulu...jauhknlah ia dr seksaan kubur n seksaan api neraka...pmudahknlah segala urusannya d akhirat...

ya Allah, jdknlah kubur e2 sbaek2 tmpt psemadian btnya...lapangknlah, terangknlah n harumilah kubur e2 utk nya...beriknlah hnya yg tbaek utk nya...ya Allah sesungguhnya hnya kpdMu aku lyk memohon n hnya kpdMu ku lyk bserah..sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pngasih lg maha Pnyayang....aminnnnnnnnnnnn~

Abah, anom syg abah. Wpn anom slalu duk jauh dr abah..xmcm anak2 abah yg ln tp anom mmg syg abah sgt2. wpn dlu abah pnh tkenal n ditakuti sluruh kmpg dsbbkn oleh ke’garang’an & ke’baran’an abah, tp anom sntiasa n slalu berbangga miliki abah sbg abah anom. Thanx abah for everything yg abah bg pd anom slama nie sama ada bnda tu blh dlihat dgn mata kasar or x..pepn, anom mmg sgt syg abah..

abah, I luv u so much..ummmmuahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

forever live of my dad in MY HEART...

24th July 2010

8.43 am: i noticed a missed call from my sis at my phone. she try to call me at 4.52am..only after 4 hours after the call i noticed the missed call..when i noticed the call, my heart beating faster than ever..i dont know why but i fill scare to return her call..worry if she tell me any bad news from home..

1.23 pm: i sent a msg to my sis and ask her why did she call me at mid nite...then she reply my msg and tell me dat my dad was sent to hospital. she's on her way to hospital n she promise me to call me back when she knew the exact condition of my dad..

2.30 pm: i called back my sis since she never return me any call.. she was in hospital. she tell me dat 'ABAH DAH KRITIKAL. KEADAAN ABAH DAH TERUK SANGAT. KO BALIK LA CEPAT'..

Then, i called my fwen, ASRUL ANWAR and ask him to buy me a ticket to KLANG. a few minutes later, i got a ticket..TRANSNATIONAL-10pm....

owh god....its too late....i cannot wait anymore..

GOD, plis help me~

almost 4pm- i called my abg, ABSAR BURHAN n ask him for a help...ask him to buy me a flight ticket to KL..

4.20pm: we arrived terengganu airport..try to find the nearest flight ticket...then, the nearest flight was 9.20 pm, 24th July, Airasia.. i just bought the ticket.

Abah, i'll come to u...

i hve to come back to my room and packed some important stuff to bring it together with me...

6.45pm: i arrived to Tganu Airport...waiting untill the departure tyme..boring... i got some food for my dinner...pray for mgrib n isyak then check in...waiting at departure hall while watching Buletin TV3..

suddently a popular star, TOMOK come to me n sit next to me...but he cannot calm my heart down. for me he jz the ordinary person like me..sorry, Mr....

9.35pm: i departed from tganu airport...

10.22pm: i arrived LCCT, KL..walking for a long journey before arrived at ARRIVAL HALL.... waiting for my sis n my bro in law

11.00pm- they picked me up and i ask them to drive me straight to HBTAR (hospital)

12.00am- arrived at HBTAR..straightly go to see my abah at 8th level althought my journey was restricted by the guard at ground level...i dont care who you are..i jz want to see my abah...i bring my lil sis, lela and leaved the un-understanding guard~like i care!!!!

abah, i am coming to u!!!

25th July 2010

12.01 am- i arrived at 8th level of HBTAR..a ward for mens...i starightly go to HDU (hi-depency unit). i saw my bro in law outside the HDU. i ask him where is my dad n he told me that my dad was inside..a nurse was doing something to him...i ask in my heart 'what was hepen'??..i ask my bro in law- what was heppen to my dad? he said that he dont know....

im jz waiting for a few second before i was called by the nurse...

i ask her what heppen???

she told me...'g ajar ayah mengucap'....

owhhh wat hepen??? but without any hesitation, i wishper slowly to my dad's ear.........

astghfirullahhhhhhala'zimmmmmmmmmm.....

laaaaailaaaaaahaillallahhhhhhhhhhh~~

[repeat it a few tymes before a doctor and a nurse come to me.... ]

then de Dr. ask me- r u his daughter???

i replied- yes, i am...

Dr: ur dad's heart was stop beating since 10.45pm..n until now, 12am we was keep trying to help him wif max medicine and supporter but there is still no any reaction..it means ur dad was passed away..im sowie, miss..n now u can call ur relatives to setle a few required document before bring back ur dad...

me: okay..

then, i go out from de HDU without any filling..i donoe 'where am i'...then, i called my sis at home by the phone...i told her about our dad...her cry from the phone also make me cry n dats de point i start realized that my dad was gone...

YA ALLAHhhhhhhhhh~~

3am: my sis, my bro in law and i bring back my dad after all required document was filled and signed. silence and tears are all around...we start recite Yasin for him...

9am: we start bathing and 'kafan' him...i have natural filling without any sadness..but my tears was dropped and non stop dropping after i go to kiss my dad for de last tyme...

owhh GoD, he's my dad....!!!

my dad was GONE!!!!!!

10.30 am: we had burried our dad peacefully...again, i hve no any filling anymore..i dont know 'where am i'....then, when we sprout de 'love flower' and watering the grave..dats de tyme i start realized dat i'll nvr see my dad anymore after dis....

'abah, i start missing u..'

before leaved my dad's grave..i hold his 'batu nesan' n again, im cried...

it was so hard to leaved my dad alone....

'abah, anom blk dlu ek...'

now, dats de point dat we have to start live without abah...but, i nvr fill any emptiness because i always fill like he is always around and never leave me...however, my tears will start dropping when i realized dat my dad was gone and i never see him anymore after dis...even if i missed him damnly, i'll never see him anymore...

'abah, anom windu sgt kt abah...skg anom da xblh nk btkn air utk abah mcm slalu abah mtk...anom da xblh nk urut2kn abah, kipas2kn abah n bg abah ubat ble lelah abah dtg...

da xder owg utk anom mnjakn n da xde tmpt utk anom bmnja...

abah, anom doakn hnya yg tbaek utk abah...

anom akn sntsa doakn ksejahteraan abah d sna...'

'abah, anom bsyukur ble mlihat abah spt tsenyum ketika mghembuskn nafas yg trakhir..wajah abah spt sgt mnenangkan...e2lah pnca anom spt xpcyer abah da xder ble Dr. bgtaw anom brita kematian abah..pd anom, abah hnya tidur ketika anom sampai melawat abah kt hospital...sehingga saat anom mlihat abah telah siap dkafankn, brlah anom sedar yg abah anom btol2 da xder...

abah, anom akan ttp syngi abah smpai ble2...'

'ya Allah, Kau ampunknlah sgla dosa abahku sejak dia lahir hingga ke akhir hayatnya..jauhknla dia dr siksaan kubur n siksaan api neraka..jdknlah kubr e2 sbaek2 tmpt psemadian btnya hingga saat dia akn dbgkitkn d akhirat kelak...lapangkn n terangilah kubur e2 untuknya..

Ya Allah, aku memohon hnya yg tbaek untuknya..

sesungguhnya Kau maha mngetahui sgala apa yg tbaek untuk hamba2 Mu....

aminnnnnnnnnn~'

abah,

i still fillin dat u r all around and never leave me although only for a second..

u'll forever live in my heart...

there's nothing compared to u...

u r de best 4me, abah..

i luv you sooo much.. =)

tagGED..huhuuu =)

it hve been sooooooooooooo long im not updating my blog...

it is not bcoz im sooooo bzi...

but it is jz bcause lately im not in a gud mud...

need some space for myself...

hmmmmmmmmmm~

btw, dis tyme i hve to updating my blog since i had been tagged by my fwen, nazri...

(da lm da beliau tag anom...cm br nih anom nk respon..ampun yaaa~)

huhuuuuuuuuu~

here, de questions dat i hve to answer...

1) apa yang bermain di fikiran you all sekarang?

keep asking..

"OMG, wat shud i do next???"

2) apakah nama samaran you all?

nama samaran ader byk...

antranya...

'anom'...(dpanggil oleh owg2 yg rpt dgn ku)

'fauziyah' (dpggil oleh org yg bgelar 'guru' or 'ckgu' dlm idup ku)

'hanom' (dpanggil oleh owg yg xbpe rpt dgn ku..)

'k.anom' (dpggil oleh adek2 ku)

'cik anom' (dpanggil oleh anak2 sdara ku..)

'nanom' (dpggil oleh ank2 sdaraku yg kecik2)

'ayu'..(nm glamour ku ms kecik2 dlu)

3) berikan 3 orang yang you all sayang?

mak
abah
'him'


4) panggilan untuk si dia?
'my luv'..


5) hadiah yang you all impikan dari seseorang yang istimewa?
sebuah pkahwinan yang bahagia + dberkati hingga ke akhir hayat...
majlis yg sederhana meriah..
hidup yg xtlalu mewah (ckpla skdr 'mcukupi')- tkot 'riyak' mnyubur dlm idop
khdpn yg bhgia hgga ke akhir hayat n sntsa dbwh lindungan Rahman + RahmatNya..
(smoga kami sntsa mngingatiNya + sntsa d cc Nya)


6) blog mana yang you all suka visit?
byk lor nk taip kt sni..
nk bt link pn mls..
hikhikhik...


7) tag kan kepada 15 blogger you all
15 blogger???
anom nk tag membe2 kt 'Geng Blogger' je bley x??
hikhikhikkkk



hmmmmm..soalan da selesai d jwb...
lnX, klo anom da 'stabil'..anom akn kmbali b'blog-ING...
sabau ek..
hikhikhik...

luv u all~~

the new 'me'~~ [yeke??huhuuu]

ya Allah, really thanx for such a wonderful lyfe of mine..

thanx for such a great strength dat u sent to me..
now, i can feel dat im stronger than i am
moreover after YOU arranged me to read dis special blog wif this meaningful content..

guys, u shud read ol of dis quote..
pliz read ol of dis words..
coz to me...
it such a great motivation to let me move on and make me ready to achieve de better future..
ol of dis words give me such a great new born of AnomSaid~~
[really hope dat such strength, spirit and de new 'anomsaid' last forever or getting beter day by day. aminnn~]

so pepn, lets share de words together~~ :

"Mungkin Tuhan sengaja mahu kita berjumpa dgn orang yg salah sebelum menemui insan yg betul supaya apabila kita akhirnya menemui insan yg betul, kita akan tahu bagaimana utk bersyukur dgn pemberian dan hikmah disebalik pemberian tersebut.

Apabila salah satu pintu kebahagiaan tertutup, yg lain akan terbuka tapi selalunya kita akan memandang pintu yg telah tertutup itu terlalu lama hinggakan kita tidak nampak pintu lain yg telah pun terbuka untuk kita.

Teman yg paling baik ialah seseorang yang kita boleh duduk bersama di dalam buaian dan berbuai bersama tanpa berkata apa-apa pun dan kemudian berjalan pulang dgn perasaan bahawa itulah perbualan yang paling hebat yg pernah kita rasai.

Memang benar yang kita tidak akan tahu apa yg kita punyai sehinggalah kita kehilangannya dan juga benar bahawa kita tidak akan tahu apa yg kita rindukan sehinggalah "Ianya" hadir.

Ia cuma mengambil masa seminit untuk jatuh hati pada seseorang, satu jam utuk menyukai seseorang, satu hari untuk menyintai seseorang tetapi ia mengambil masa sepanjang hidup untuk melupakan seseorang.

Jangan pandang kepada kecantikan kerana ianya akan lapuk ditelan usia, jangan kejar kemewahan kerana ianya akan susut ditelan masa. Apa yang kekal hanyalah kecantikan hati seseorang... .

Carilah seseorang yang bisa membuatkan kamu tersenyum kerana ia cuma memerlukan sekuntum senyuman untuk mencerahkan hari yg suram. Akan tiba satu ketika didalam kehidupan apabila kamu teramat rindukan seseorang sehingga kamu ingin menggapainya dari mimpi dan memeluknya dengan sebenar.

Mimpilah apa yang kamu inginkan, pergilah ke mana-mana yg kamu ingin tujui dan jadilah apa yg kamu inginkan kerana kamu hanya memiliki satu kehidupan dan satu peluang untuk melakukan semua perkara yang ingin kamu lakukan.

Semoga kamu memiliki kebahagiaan yg cukup untuk membuatkan diri kamu menarik, percubaan yg cukup utk membuatkan kamu kuat, kesedihan yg cukup utk memastikan kamu adalah seorang insan dan harapan yg cukup utk membuatkan kamu bahagia... .

Kebahagiaan seseorang manusia tidak semestinya dalam memiliki segala yg terbaik. Mereka hanya membuat yg terbaik dalam hampir apa saja yg datang didalam hidup mereka. Kebahagiaan terletak kepada mereka yg menangis, mereka yg terluka, mereka yang telah mencari dan mereka yg telah mencuba, hanya mereka yg boleh menghargai kepentingan manusia yg telah menyentuh hidup mereka.

Cinta bermula dgn senyuman, mekar dgn ciuman dan berakhir dgn tangisan... ..

Masa depan yg cerah sentiasa berteraskan kehidupan yg lalu yg telah dilupakan, kamu tidak boleh meneruskan kehidupan dengan sempurna sehingga kamu melupakan kegagalan dan kekecewaan masa silam

" Cinta takkan datang kalau tidak dicari"

Jangan simpan kata-kata cinta pada orang yang tersayang sehingga dia meninggal dunia lantaran akhirnya kamu terpaksa catatkan kata-kata cinta itu pada pusaranya. Sebaliknya ucapkan kata-kata cinta yang tersimpan dibenakmu itu sekarang selagi ada hayatnya.

Perkara yang paling kejam dalam hidup adalah kamu membuatkan seseorang menyintai dirimu sepenuh hati dan sanggup menyerahkan segala-galanya demi sebuah cinta yang suci, sedangkan kamu hanya sekadar menuturkan kata-kata cinta di bibir sahaja... meskipun lidahnya melontarkan kata-kata kemaafan, namun hatinya tidak akan memaafkan kamu sampai bila-bila lantaran hatinya yang penuh dengan kelukaan yang amat memedihkan...

Cintailah seseorang itu atas dasar siapa dia sekarang dan bukan siapa dia sebelumnya. Kisah silam tidak perlu diungkit lagi, kiranya kamu benar-benar mencintainya setulus hati.

Kadangkala kamu tidak menghargai orang yang mencintai kamu sepenuh hati, sehingga kamu kehilangannya. Pada saat itu, tiada guna penyesalan karena perginya tanpa berkata lagi.

Hal yang menyedihkan dalam hidup adalah ketika kamu bertemu seseorang yang sangat berarti bagimu, hanya untuk menemukan bahwa pada akhirnya menjadi tidak berarti dan kamu harus membiarkannya pergi.

Hawa diciptakan dari rusuk Adam, bukan dari kepala untuk dijunjung, bukan dari kaki untuk dijadikan alas, melainkan dari sisinya untuk dijadikan teman hidup, dekat dihati untuk dicintai...

Kadang-kadang ALLAH hilangkan sekejap matahari kemudian dia datangkan pula guruh dan kilat. Puas kita mencari di mana matahari, rupa-rupanya ALLAH nak hadiahkan kita pelangi yang indah ...

Belajarlah bersyukur dengan jodoh anugerah tuhan.. usah mendambakan teman secantik balqis, andai dirimu tidak seindah sulaiman.. mengapa diharapkan teman setampan yusof, andai dirimu tidak setulus zulaikha... tak perlu mencari seistimewa khadijah, andai dirimu tidak sesempurna Rasulullah SAW...

Jika kamu memancing ikan, setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail, hendaklah kamu mengambil ikan itu, janganlah sesekali kamu lepaskan ia semula ke dalam air begitu saja…. Karena ia akan sakit oleh karena bisanya ketajaman mata kailmu dan mungkin ia akan menderita selagi ia masih hidup... Begitulah juga setelah kamu memberi banyak pengharapan kepada seseorang, setelah ia mulai menyayangimu hendaklah kamu menjaga hatinya, janganlah sesekali kamu meninggalkannya begitu saja… Karena ia akan terluka oleh kenangan bersamamu, dan mungkin tidak dapat melupakan segalanya selagi dia mengingatimu...

Janganlah kamu mengganggu hidup seseorang dengan mencuri hatinya andainya kamu tidak ikhlas menyintainya... kelak kamu akan berlaku kejam dengan meninggalkannya dan membiarkan hatinya terluka dan hidupnya menderita...

Cinta akan menyakitkan ketika kamu berpisah dengan seseorang, lebih menyakitkan apabila kamu dilupakan oleh kekasihmu, tapi cinta akan lebih menyakitkan lagi apabila seseorang yang kamu sayangi tidak tahu apa yang sesungguhnya kamu rasakan.

Wahai sahabatku yang menderita kerana cinta, usahlah ditangisi kekasihmu yang telah pergi, hayunlah langkahmu ke mana sahaja yang kamu ingini demi mengubati hatimu yang luka, moga-moga kamu akan bertemu seseorang yang dapat mengisi hatimu, kelak pasti terubat jua dan hidupmu kembali ceria...

special thanx to my blogger fwen-NieneyManor and her fwen, Nurhuda Ahmad

thanx to ol of u for ur time..
so, lets make a move dat we shud like in those words for the greater future...

may u got something from those words like i did
k, c u soon..
wink2~~

pelepasan cukai GST~ =)

pnh x kowg dgr psl GST???
it was de new tax sceme that proposed by our governement
if not, jz google for more detail k..

ptg td..
08 May 2010..04.26pm..
i got a msg from 012- 3******...
de sender ask me to tell u guys about a few item dat free from GST...
the item included are..

1. Bahan makanan spt gula, garam, tepung dan minyak masak
2.binatang hidup dan daging seperti lembu, kerbau, kambing dan khinzir
3.ayam dan itik hidup serta dagingnya
4. ikan dan telur tmasuk ikan masin dan telur masin
5.produk pertanian seperti padi dan sayur-sayuran
6.bekalan elektrik untuk 200 unit pertama bagi pengguna domestik (pengguna biasa)
7.bekalan air utk 35meter padu pertama bagi penggunaan domestik (pengguna biasa)
8. perkhidmatan pengangkutan awam seperti KTMB, LRT< ERL dan monorail
9. kapal, bot, feri, sampan, bot ekspress, bas ekspress, bas henti2, bas pekerja, bas sekolah dan 'feeder bas'
10. Tol lebuhraya
11. Harta kediaman
12. Tanah untuk kegunaan pertanian
13. Tanah untuk kegunaan kerajaan dan perkuburan
14. perkhidmatan pendidikan dan sekolah swasta

so, anom sekadar menyampaikn ape yg patut anom sampaikn dan sebarkn...
for more detail..cr la kt internet nih k...
sekian, melaporkn...
huhuuuu~
wink2~~

ladies nite + IRONMAN2

emm i would like to dedicate this post to my lovely friends

syida and uyul
u were so great to me
still unbelievable that we manage to organize
'ladies nite'..
kahkahkahhhh
sounds really gempax...

nk djadikn cerita....
ptg smlm my fwen name cda ask me to out wif our fwen a.k.a miss driver name uyul..
our miss. driver~ miss uyul...=)


our secretary for any of our function~miss cda


at first, ingtkn we r gonna to spend our tyme together kt rmh uyul n share our story over n over again only..
coz dat was great enough for me since so long not see n meet each other...
but suddenly they tell me that we r gonna to watch midnite muvie
i jz said 'fine' since the muvie will start around 10p.m..
owh but then when we were there..
the only seat that available for us start at 11.55p.m..
alomost 12
owhhh.. im gonna to change at 12!!!
rushing! rushing!!!
kahkahkahhhh
so, we jz make a deal n proceed wif our 'mission'..
Iron Man 2..here we come!!!
conclusion about IRON MAN 2:
so great!!!!

why?
bcoz the element of humor at ol around
jz speak with de light but effective humor

Hero tua pn best ker?
of course
coz he is de old ensem hero!!
hikhikhik
synopsis:
In Iron Man 2, the world is aware that billionaire inventor Tony Stark (Robert Downey Jr.) is the armored Super Hero Iron Man.
Under pressure from the government, the press and the public to share his technology with the military, Tony is unwilling to divulge the secrets behind the Iron Man armor because he fears the information will slip into the wrong hands.
With Pepper Potts (Gwyneth Paltrow), and James Rhodey Rhodes (Don Cheadle) at his side, Tony forges new alliances and confronts powerful new forces.

recomandation:
i 100%ly recomanded u dis muvie
either to watch at cinema or even download from internet...ngeeee~

haaa.. habis je tgk ctr tuh ktowg pn trus balik rmh...


to mr.asrul,
sowie to disturb ur bedtyme wif my excitement. hikhikhik..
i noe it was to late to call anyb0dy at 2.08a.m
but i need to share it wif u since u already noe i went out for dat muvie.
it was de must of us kn.....huhuuu
naseb baek awk bkk ur eyes n mouth to treat me well..ahaks..
thanx k, dear~

03.04a.m we arived kt rmh uyul
ktowg tdo sna lasnite..
tp ble everything set utk tdo...
mta nih xtdo2 lg...
talk~ n talk~ n talk~
sedar2 da 05.04a.m
okay..
time to sleep...
wif de ending-
'da cda..da nk sbuh. jom tdo'...
so, we ol pn tdo....

emm kmdn at 10.24a.m br anom smpai kt rmh anom
time to online!!!!
hikhikhik

owh Good..
i jz realized that i am watching Iron Man 2 at de date it release at cinema!!!!
i tough it was being released for a long tyme a go...
[sounds mcm lm gler...]
i jz knew it and i am so excited about it, beb..
owh girls..u r really so amaizing!!!
huhuuu


k. my fwen..
nmpknyer pasni xbpe nk blh online
coz my sis nk gne lptp utk arini n esok..
tp pepn, klo ader ms..i'll try my best to online...
huhuuuu

k, jmpa lg in next post k...huhuuuuu~

nota kaki:
1-actually rmh uyul n rmh anom dkt jer..5minit pn xsmpai..huhuuu
2- creadit to uyul sbb blanja tgk muvie yg ala2 'pisang g0reng panas' g2..ctr br release tuhhh...huhuuu
3- thanx to cda sbb lyn borak smpai subuh d kala uyul da ZZZZZZZZZzzzzz.hihiiii

pepn..
really luv u ol..
coz u ol manage to make me feel so enjoy n epi..
i jz fogot about my stress n probs...
u ol bjaya fde it away...
etlis for a sometimes...
hikhikhik
luv u ol..
ummmmuahxxxxx

note for my fwens....

owhhhh sy rs sgt tharu dgn peoples around me...

tq for ol of ur concern n care towards me k...
suddenly, dis few days..
so many call n massages i got either through my phone, FB or YM...
sume really concern on wat was hepen to me...
pepn, sowiela sbb xdpt nk jwb psoalan2 anda coz im not ready yet..
[mcm jwpn artis2 g2..hikhikhik =p]

for meanwhile..
de words dat i can say is..
IM OKAY, DEAR...
really okay..
jz looking some space for myself...
wahai kwn2 ku yg sgt syg pd ku...
gve me s0metime dlu ek..
when im getting better...
i'll tell u everything dat hepen...
siap bt press conferences lg..
huhuuuuu~
no laa...
i'll tell everything dat i shud in my blog nih k...
anything dat u ol ask me to tell u..i'll answer them...
cm s0me question mgkin anom xdpt nk jwb demi mjaga ati sesetengah pihak...
tp xpe, i'll promis i'll answer wif de best way dat i can k...
pepn, i want to tell u de truth dat..
i LUV u, guys...
thanx alot for ol of ur c0ncern...
really appreciate it..
wink2~
pliz gve me s0metimes k..
tQ
=)

legalized betting a.k.a gambling

emm anom xtawla nk ckp cmner about dis topic

anom bkn ahli politik yg pndai bkata2..
anom cm rkyat biasa yg mohon agar hak dpt dhormati...

legalized betting?
atau nama manjanya..
Gambling or JUDI
ape yg malaysia hrp drpd hasil pjudian tuh..
nk bangonkan Malaysia?
nk majukn Malaysia?
mcm mn Malaysia blh t'pk nk gne duet haram hasil judi utk bgonkn ngra....
Ya Allah,
eh xingt ker..
yg haram akn ttp slamanya haram..
ia xkn jd kjap haram..
kjp harus..
n kjp wajib...
owhh pliz my leaders..
plis be rasional...
dont jz put monitory as a aim in ledearship
it nvr be such dat..

owh Yahudi..
btpa bijaknyer kau memasukkn unsur2 b***** tuh dlm khdpn muslim..
atas nm m'eratkn hbngan antara negara...
maka WORLD CUP pn thasil...
and now BETTING WILL BE IN A
LEGAL FORM
what is dis???

owh MALAYSIAn....
xslh klo ska maen bola..
tgok bola..
tp jgnla sampai sanggup bjudi krn bola..
ingtla..
walaupun n IF 1 day betting tuh jd LEGAL....
but it is stil JUDI..
so, judi = HARAM...
so, plis be aware...

owh my leaders...
plis lead in the best way of leadership...
MALAYSIA is a ISLAMIC country...
pliz consider about the muslim sensitivities upon the consideration..

Allah tuh maha bkuasa..
jika Dia murka...
dia xpilih pmimpin2 tertentu utk d berikn balasan...
tp 1 negara akn mengalami bala
nauzubillahiminzhalik....

im sad..
Malaysian..
plis remember dat ISLAM
is not only at de skin of us...
is not only at de law of MALAY..
its not only at ur name....
so,
pk2knlah n slmt b'amal...


Ya Allah,
hindarilah kami dari kemurkaan Mu..
aminnnnnnnnn~

journey~

hye.. im back..hikhikhik

pjam celik-pjam celik rpnyer kte da smpai 07th May 2010....
rsnyer br smlm anom smpai Klang...
journey to goin back to Klang..mmg klakar...
kahkahkahhhh....

04th May 2010
tarikh anom pnyer tket blk klang...
ms pjlnan : 9.30am...
bas: SP Bumi
anom mmg jrg blk naek bas siang...
sbb mls nk tkejar2 ke bas10 d pg hari..
huhuuu

nk djadikan cerita...
mlm 04 May 2010...anom ader 'over-tyme'.....
so, kul 6.30a.m br anom tdo..huhuuu
then set jam 7.30 sbb en. asrul mtk wake him up sbb dyer nk g kusza katenyer..
nk elak matahari pnsla konon2nyer...
tp..when i kol him to wake him up every 5 minutes (3times each trials)...
dyer xbgon pn..huhuuu
[maafkn sy wahai en.asrul sbb tngate awk plak d sni. huhuuu]

then. de last tyme i woke up is 7.58...
pstu anom pn bkata dlm ati...
xpe, tdo jap lg 2minit...
td kn da set jamp kul 8.00am..
so, kul 8 krg br bgon mandi k...
tp mlgnyer my alarm not alarming...
i jz woke up at 9.00 am..
e2pn sbb hajar msok blik - nk ajak gerak g bas10. huhuuuu
gler btol...
bas jln kul 9.30 tp kul 9.00 ak br bgon nk mndi...
im rushing..
huhuuu

tp pepn, anom ttp mndi dgn tenang...
lps mndi, tgk jam 9.10am..
so, br anom mningkatkn speed utk bsiap..
sumbat sgala yg bkaitan dlm beg..
9.25 br trun nk g bas10..
tp tgok2 van UDM plak xder...
cdey gler..
naseb baek ader HANA...
[tQ, cik Hana..=p]
so, mtk dyer tmpgkn anom smpai bas10...
smpai jer bas10, trus g ke bas..
tp mtk pkck tu tggu jap sbb anom nk bli air mineral
[brg wajib ader bsma tyme naek bas]...
then anom trus naek bas..
then bas pn trus gerak..
fuhhhh..
naseb baek ak smpt naek bas..
alhamdulillah~~

bas pn trus la bgerak dgn jayer nyer..
pstu br ku sedar samting hepen to my eyes..
it swollen....
waaaaa..
thanx God...my rayband r wif me..
wearing rayband in de bas-so00 stylish..
tQ, Mr. rayband..ngeeee~
huhuuuu

kmdn bas brenti kt hentian bas Dungun..
kmdn ke hentian bas Kemaman...
then, at 12.30 brenti kt warung mkn tpi mardi..
ms tuh anom pn kompius nih trun mkn ker trun utk ke blik air jer..
dis is my 1st tyme bas brenti kt c2 k...
tp, mcm lm jerer..
so, anom pn trun gak bli air milo + nasi + sambal ikan + telur
suma sX RM 3.50...
duk tgh2 mkn, asrul kol...
n i tel him dat i'll kol him back...
mklmla, tgh mkn..
hikhikhik
so, lps mkn, anom trus naek bas n kol asrul blk...
pmohonan utk dptkn pngangkutan utk ktowg prektikal ader probs cket..
bncg2...
we ol go to next level of application...
hikhikhik
[asrul, truk sgt x statement nih??huhuuu]

emm then bas pn bgerak ke Kuantan...
then trus ke Hentian Putra, KL..
wahhhh sgt jem...
pjlnn ke Klang sgt mcabar sbb jem sgt truk n ader plak miskoll dr alam smula jd..
i hate it!!!
almost 7p.m br smpai klang...
alhmdulillah...

emm waiting for my sister...
7.30 br dyer smpai..
so, sbgai gnjrn mnunggu dowg...
dowg kne blnja anom mkn mcD...
waaa..sgt knyg mkn kt mcD...

lps g mcD..
my bro in-law drive g I-City..
waaaa...
anom sgt truja dgn chya2 yg ader..
dowg mmg sgt kreatif....
bjalan dgn pnuh excited kt 'tmn chya' tuh
take some pictures [nnt2 anom upload kt sni ek]...
then olmost 12am br smpai rmh...

ble kt rmh...
1st yg anom cari is my beloved ABAH....
so, excited meet each other..
2bln lbih xjmpa.
mmg sgt lm lol...
emmm then cr mak tp mak xder..
mak kt rmh kkk ku at other part of rantau pjg, klang..
pstu ku siapkn pape yg ptt sblm tdo..
then aku pn
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

haaa..tu jela pjlnn KT-Klang ku...
wait for my next post aboutttttttttttt........
mn bley bgtaw...
hikhikhik
til then, take care..
wslm.. =)

ya Allah...

im crying when i watch this video..
why should this kind of people exist in this world..
although he is sound like a Malay...
which probably a MUSLIM...
but now, refering to all his words, its obviously can be observed that he is NOT a muslim...
owh God...
im sowie i cant do nothing on this guy..
but i totally believe that u noe de best wat he deserved to receive..

aquafacts???hikhikhik

hye kwn2....
btemu lg kte dlm ruangan
'my lovely life'...
wahhhh trasa mcm jd pngacara rncgn btol2 jer..
hikhikhik

emmm da lm rsnyer anom xpost something about facts!
so, here we r..
de facts are back!!!!
hikhikhik

k, entri kali nih anom nk ctr fakta2 about 'aqualife'...
rmai owg xtaw about fkta2 nih..
so, sbgai owg yg sgt lucky coz walking2 in my blog...
so, make sure u ol taw n sila la baca sume fakta2 yg anom provide nih k...
sometimes, we must be de extraordinary person
than the others...
kahkahkahhhhh
so, enjoy ur reading k..
wink3~~


1. Sharks have no air bladders, so they must swim constantly or they’ll sink.

2. Nine out of every 10 living things live in the ocean.

3. A lobster can lay up to 150,000 eggs at one time.

4. More than 20,000,000 seahorses are harvested each year for folk medicinal purposes.

4. The world seahorse population has dropped 70% in the past 10 years.

5. Starfish have eight eyes; one at the end of each leg.

6. The eyes of a giant squid can be up to 15 inches across – the biggest in the world.

7. More types of fish swim in Brazil’s Amazon River than in the entire Alantic Ocean.
tba2 anom tnmpk bntk tulisan 'ALLAH' here...
dont u see it, guys???
subhanallah......

ok, tettttttttttttttt
masa tamat..
sila smbung balik utk fakta seterusnya k...

8. Tuna swim an average of 9 mph constantly. They never stop moving.

9. The starfish is one of the only animals who can turn it’s stomach inside-out.

10. A shrimp’s heart is located in it’s head.

11. A jellyfish is 95 percent water!

12. Most lipstick contains fish scales!


haaa.. dats de uniqueness of the LIVES...
there were so many thing that we sill dont noe
there were so many de unexpected thing...
moreover about the creatures...
dats de great about de our CREATOR..

ok, smpai sni jer..
then, wait for my next post k..
till then...take care k...
papaiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
wink3~~